A SIMPLE WISH

I imagine watching myself from outside.

An out of body experience.

A merry observer of painful things.

My helpless body, lying on the floor.

A cracked head, like a half-boiled egg.

Watching myself on my driveway,

As life slowly drains away.

A broken neck.

A road once walked; covered with scarlet syrup.

Visualizing myself tumbling down the stairs,

A raggedy doll, embracing gravity; lifeless. 

Twisted limbs and a neck.

A detached observer of painful things.

Nothing to lose but debt.

The financial struggle, a reality that lives.

I Sigh loudly as I pen these words.

I am alive, warm breath and feel.

Need to Lie, bury myself deep.

A wish never to see dawn and breath.